I'm a simple person, even if there were people saying that I was "thinking too much", still I can concluded that I'm actually a simple one, as comparing to lots of people out there. Maybe this is my personality, my character, or maybe there's some factors triggering.
Firstly, I'm sometime an emotional one, so-called "emo" person. However, I can still handle the emo feeling in myself when it's trying to overwhelm me. Maybe I ain't a high EQ one, but now at least I noticed I have EQ, not really low one. Other than emo, anger is also a part of EQ management as my "homework". I'm doing hard on it, hoping there's anyone can notice and experience the benefit of my change.
Everyone has own problems to face. Or maybe some people prefer not to face it. I found myself always like to get a solution rather than hiding away from the problems, even though sometime really hope to do that. In fact, problem doesn't go away if we ignore it. It will definitely drag you back one day later and maybe double the suffer. So I never like to be the doggie named "courage" in Cartoon Network as it's too tiresome to meet and ignore problem comes one after another, instead I tend to find my way out.
When I couldn't figure out on my own, and also seek no help from the others, I would finally back to Him. He is always larger than my problem, I told myself. One thing that I felt bad is, I always seek for Him only after trying other ways until no way. He should have be the first solution in my list ! Well, back to the previous part, even if I have not much faith, sometime, I will try my best to convince myself as I know I can find no way out other than Him the creator. Maybe there's someone out there is disagree or even laughing at my genuine, it's always better than he/she never hear about Him from me.
Today's Mitchell: My Lord, please bless me wisdom and genuine to overcome the complexity of this world. I would like to be strong with the strength from You, and then You can use my hand to do Your work.
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